ISA

2010-02-21T06:24:00.001-08:00

I know this came late.
REDIRECT YOURSELVES: http://www.hail-ir.tumblr.com

2009-09-06T04:02:00.000-07:00

i feel so tired.
someboday save me.

2009-08-05T04:27:00.001-07:00

2009-08-05T03:45:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THIS SONG!
im finally back here after the hectic weeks of tests and tests! wait, there're still tests next week. ok but nvm at least this week's done. :) i felt so relieved after econs test. was telling aida how econs had this effect on me. PHOBIA. sigh. i just cant do well in it. damm. i think i need econs tuition! but i think mr hue's a great teacher. but i dunno whats flawed with my study skills for econs, that im perpetually failing! SAVE ME!

yeah! gots a wedding dinner this weekend! wheee. something to look forward amidst all the mundane and draining schedule.

2009-07-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

it started off with a dinner with my parents on the 11th night at equinox to orchard hotel and finally to HARDROCK CAFE!
what a pleasant surprise to see all my friends gathered for my party:)

i'll let the photos do the talking.

JAMMING!

the fantastic band!

after that was a night out at liquid kitchen. which explains my fever now:(

it was crazy. we just simply kept ordering. as usual, ape was still hungry, so she wanted fries! which explains my sore throat. we didnt even consider how we were returning home. we just kept ordering and drinking to youth. luckily we managed to rummage just enough cash to take me to my house. but not so for ape, she had to walk home. but of course i wouldnt be so mean to ditch her. :) i lent her 10 bucks. with 100 PERCENT INTEREST. muahahaah!

ape's murderous look

coaster boobs?

DRUNKARD ROCKERS!

I must say it was the GREATEST FABULOUS BIRTHDAY PARTY I EVER HAD.

thanks to all my friends who were part of the planning, gifts, joyous laughter, craziness: esp to Bala, my sis, mom, chermms, gandu AND EVERYONE.

i feel so loved just looking at all the birthday messages.

sorry if all these seem so dead and rush. not in the best state now:/

A moment i'll never forget.

HAPPY 18TH CLUBBER.

2009-07-09T02:16:00.000-07:00

im so sick of doing AQ. my paragraphs are all so example-less. If only technology programmed in a way, that it could read my mind for the specific information im looking for. i guess, that wouldnt be called technology anymore. haha.

yesterday while having pt, angela informed me that prelims was 54 days away? like omg. i didnt know it was that close. i only had a hiatus of maybe 4 days? now i feel the urge to study again. i hate that thought.

im inundated with homework again man. lets see. there's photoelectric effect and line spectra, electrochem, hypothesis testing?

i cant wait for dinner. relieves me from all these stuff.

2009-07-09T01:53:00.001-07:00

2009-06-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

today's studying session with chermms and her friend, mabel, wasnt exactly fruitful. i wonder if i would have been more productive at home. but i can conclude i cant escape the damm drilling. i left to study outside cuz of the blarring drill at home. and of course also cuz of the fear that i would be too comfortable at home and end up slacking my day away, like yesterday!!! omg. in the end, they were drilling at the thomson plaza starbucks too. ok. that was like about 3 plus 4. but be4 that, the sun was beating down mercilessly on my back. i felt so sweaty and uncomfortable. i mean i bathed alr! like eewwww. haha ok anw. later we gave up and decided to switch places. so we decided on kfc. unfortunately, kfc closed down ! haha. so we ended up studying at banquet, and had to fork out money again to get some prata. ok. at least the prata was nice:)

i feel so unprepared for mid-yrs. as much as i dread the exams, then again, i cant wait for it to be over. thats why i rather they dont extend the holidays! i was telling chermaine, if they actually did, i think i would end up playing already next week. the thought of another week of mundane mugging just puts me off.

studies aside.

today was michael jackson's passing.
i would remember this legendary king of pop.

2009-06-14T00:12:00.000-07:00

im feel sooooo tired of studying been sitting since morning just to complete a maths paper? damm my butt's aching. yeahh! i think dad's finally getting a new lappy t the pc fair tonight! but i wont be going to lady gaga's:/ so sad. my sis and i were trying so hard to win tickets but to no avail. well, maybe we'll just try our luck tonight by popping by merchant loop? :)

omg. im so in love with a lot like love. watched it last night on channel5. its so sweet. and sad. and heart throbbing-to me. hehe. i was so drowned in emotions thereafter. i started feeling like the luckiest person on earth to meet my 3 wonderful best buds. (dont ask me what link this has to them, emotions are unfathomable and unpredictable.)

our journey together started in sec 3 charity.
at first i wasnt exactly that close to them though we were from the same clique. i sometimes even thought their jokes were lame! can you believe that. haha. well now, of course ive been critically influenced. but really. they have made my secondary school life so memorable.

i can never stop emphasizing and be reminded by our award-winning production "Chiam Ah Gao". who would ever put in so much effort in a mere civics project? we were so passionate about it. well, we are ALWAYS so passionate and in doing crazy stuff. which is probably why we are so alike in thinking and behaviour. i have the urge to post the video here. but on second thoughts, nah. haha! and we were soooooo proud of our production, can you imagine, we even thought of sending in to mediacorp. haha. and we were saying how they would be so impressed and invite us to be script-writers blah blah.

and an advertisement we created during english lessons. advertisement on a perfume. here goes our slogan: it smells so good, that we don't even know what it smells like! ZOMG. i wont be surprised if 20 years down the road, i'll still be laughing at the same old jokes!

our rock band of course. we were so serious about creating a rock band after the o's. and we'll be learning all the instruments at the same time and to show how multi-talented we were, during our performances, we would switch instruments! and we would request the music school to let us all learn the instruments together in the same room, under the same teachers. check this out. we even bought a band jacket from peninsula plaza @ 22 bucks? it was plain black so we could design. now, i look into my cupboard, its still the same old plain untouched jacket. i think we barely wore it 5 times!

but really, all the crap would remain etched in my memory for as long as i live.
some days i would post all the pics up:)

ahhhhh have to stop. gonna shower and head to suntec.

peace out.

2009-06-09T08:00:00.001-07:00

its been a while.

well today's the 2nd day i've been trying out this daily jogging routine. was jogging around pemimpin area while my sis cycled. honestly, i was waiting for her while she pain-stakingly rode her way up the slopes. nevertheless was grateful for harbouring the intention of accompanying me. thats what sisters are for:)

i've been rather distracted. after the morning jog, i was too fatigue to do anything but sit down and watch bride wars. again. it such a feel-good show. wouldnt it be great to have such a close friend who can share all the good and bad times with you. someone like a sister, but not your sister (though a sister can be great best friend to some.) that wasnt the end, my sis went on to watch confessions of a shopaholic. i didnt catch that movie. arghhh what a distraction. once again, i was pulled away from physics! but anyway, not a bad thing though. i need distractions to pressure me..then only i will be more productive.

its already the 2nd day of the 2nd week of the hols.

on a lighter note, my birthday's coming! so exciting! haha. mua's turning 18 man! i wanna throw a birthday party man! maybe cum-post mid-years' party too. haha. im really such a party-reveller man.

2009-06-02T07:27:00.000-07:00

My life feels different now.
feels......
void of piano.
i havent touched my piano since last friday. Maybe i will never until after A's! zomg. that was just an exaggeration. I would just freak out if it really happens. I might just lose my piano touch....all my skills which were so pain-stakingly cultivated.

If I had the time, i would have pursued music. I would learn the violin again! It s a pity i switched from violin to piano. The latter's so common now. I've always longed to play in an orchestra. Though i have never played in one before, I know its just feels great...seeing how the performers play. ok i just know, dont ask me why.

I was so touched by what my daddy did for me.
he offered to buy for me dinner and gave me the liberty to choose whatever i want from wherever. He suggested hwa nam. I went with it. Then a while later, he called again as he thought of a better suggestion. JAL THAI! haha. just thinking of that remind me of disgusting waldron aw who acted like he owned the entire place when I introduced such awesome food to him. anyway, I wanted pad thai but i hadnt tried it before and wasnt sure of the taste. so being the nice daddy, he offered to buy me one more pineapple rice, lest i didnt like pad thai. awwwwwww how sweet. I wish i had the courage to show my gratitude.
I love my daddy!

ok. enough of cheesyness.

maybe today's gonna be ok.

2009-05-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

14 more hours to liberation!
and off for a ginormous celebration:) but the rest's got make-up gp lesson. how sad. which means our plans are most likely screwed.

today's kinda the last day of school for me. was dozing off during gp lecture. i still cant reason why i was so tired. anw, i WAS listening though. mr bell made me feel so worried for gp. i must do something about it real soon man. either that or just pray for a miracle during the A's.

yeah. im so excited. mummy's coming back with home-baked curry puffs from her friend's. hahah. yea i know. so much for going on a diet. anyway, that goal's became secondary. Im aiming to grow taller now!!!! so must feed my body with plenty of nutrients.

sat's college day. arghh i should be honoured to be selected to attend the ceremony. But its so friggin long. There goes my saturday luh. and its not just any saturday, its the first saturday after school closes.

there's something critically wrong with my eyesight. Im having this blurred vision recently. and it seems to be troubling steph too! Its so weird cuz we always seem to face the same problems simultaneously. like when im feeling sleepy during tuition. when my eye's pain. when my vision's blurred.

Speaking of which, i should have my eyes rest now:)

All the best for my big day tomorrow.

2009-05-27T07:36:00.000-07:00

There's no american idol tonight:( which means there's nothing to look forward to. The least i could do is to do some work. that is, if i could retreat from the lappy.

We received back our econs common test. and i failed terribly. sigh. so upsetting and daunting. It sucks having given your best, yet still faring so poorly. Maybe it wasnt my best? But it felt like. I cant seem to concentrate whenever i sit for papers. My mind always drifts. I dont know why im harping over these trivial tests when they always say A's the most important. But what i feel's that, how can you think about A's when you cant even clear the minor ones?

Maybe this could be a wake up call to buck up for my H1 subjects. Hence forth, i shall go study now!

2009-05-26T05:57:00.000-07:00

i hate the way you give no regard for how i feel.

2009-05-22T07:56:00.000-07:00

omg. im totally unprepared for tmr's praise and worship session!!!! thank god marcus' gonna help me out. im so stressed out by tmr's session for koinoinia, coupled with the under-ending tutorials agggravated by the limited time and of course the fact that piano exam's like 6 days away!!!!

in times like this,
sit back on my bed, chill-out and tune in to survivor tocantins.

2009-05-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

gosh i hate my com!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its taking like ages to load. im must get a new laptop!!!!!
not to scare myself. but

10 more days to piano exam.

I think im getting more complacent. just because nowadays she doesnt really holler over me. but that still doesnt mean im good enough. piano is seriously taking a toll on my dad. like 150 bucks to practice in the studio? yeah you heard me right. 225 for extra lessons. 700 over for the exam itself. what else more.

anyway. i had a brilliant night out on sat around clarke quay. sorry for being so lag cuz of my com and the tumultuous homework i have.

they say a picture speaks a thousand words.

dined at billy bombers

retarded as always

what's left

sorry ape, i know you'll hate me for this haha but your totally hilarious

i cant wait for our next meeting this sun at republic poly!!!

finally reconciled with my mom :) i realised how much it actually suck to be at cold war with someone.

during break today, we discussed about d & d. sounds so exciting man! the preparation and all. my brilliant plan of going rebel after d & d. then go hotel sleep or gossip the entire night, if we could last. and morning swim! haha! i hope our whole class can make it for that night. im still considering if i should sit at the table with odacians or 01.

not to burst my own bubble but i should be thinking about A's first.

im having a mad-rush-for-tutorials-fever again.
i really hope this marathon ends soon; and beautifully.

2009-05-06T07:07:00.000-07:00

Im so pissed! cant login to facebook! arghhhhhh

Its finally midweek again! which means weekends are nearing! Not like i get to relax and go shopping on weekends but probably the only thing im looking foward to would be friday night and sat morning. sat afternoon's usually occupied by koinoinia. I dunno why but i always have hesistance in going for knn... maybe cuz of the sharings? I somehow am still not really comfortable with sharings. oh well. And when sunday comes, my mood would be in the doldrums. Its this dreadful cycle, welcoming us with school again on mondays with 4 awesome periods of science! I hate mondays and tuesdays. Basically i hate sundays to tuesdays.

I dont know what im driving at either.

This sunday's mother's day.

I wouldnt have known if not for muttons.

Maybe i should put in more effort for this special day.

ok. whatever her voice's ringing incessantly in my head.

got to go!

2009-05-01T03:51:00.000-07:00

Once again, im suffering from unbearable muscle aches which are impeding my movements!

Sports carnival was quite fun, better than what i thought about last years', apart from the nerve-wrecking cheerleading. I thought more people should have turned up though. This year was more heart-pounding because i was involved in the relays!

So right after GP, we headed to the foyer, for the gates, but were unfortunately stopped by the security guard. Apparently the school didnt allow us to leave the school for fear that we might return home instead of attending the sports carnival. But never mind, we ate in the canteen and since we had so much time to kill therafter, played a match of soccer. Girls against Guys though waldron aw decided to help the girls later. We had a great sweating-out-time but i was hit by bala's kicks of the ball several times. GRRRRrrrrrrr!

After the game, we chilled a while before the carnival started. Shiling, Joy and Xiuhan asked me to join their group for floorball cuz they didnt have enough girls. Floorball rocked man. And we were champions for jc2 girls! Thereafter, i was already shacked and 4x100m relay was unthinkable! My legs were quiverrish and i had butterflies in my stomach! Luckily due to precedented delays, we rested a while and re-energised. So the relay was ok. I dont think i ran that badly considering the fact that i didnt fall-nothing of that sort. Its just intimidating to run in front of like ~1000 people with their eyes watching over you like a hawk. Anyway, not longer after, we had to run for the 8x50m. Aida and i had to run twice! Though we didnt anything, but i had great fun apart from the sores and yea like what mr lim said-all in the name of sportmanship. :)

Had ODAC later.

Fieldcooking was fun. At least we didnt make mr lim smother like we always did. Everything went smoothly. Gandu and i volunteered to wash the vege-the easiest jobs that wouldnt expose our inexperience. Both us 2 were dancing and singing with our mess tins and crockery. I wouldnt be surprised if one of us accidentally dropped the veg and get ourselves in trouble-as always. The 2 clowns, zhengxiang and jeremy pong were fervently wrestling with the chopper, trying to kill the poor fish in the canteen basin. Im still waiting for the massacre of the Magneto video. Now that i came to think of it, whatever they were doing were extremely cruel cuz when they didnt possess the skill to kill the fish once and for all, it was still gasping for its dear life with half its body crushed. And at that point of time, i was still laughing at the murderers. Oh boy, i've evolved into a heartless freak! So after struggling to kill the fish, when they finally decided they didnt know how to remove the parts and of course due to time constraints, they dumped it. Back to what i was doing, i actually laid my hands on the slimy chicken. ewwwwwww. now my fingers still reeked of the marination oil. After all that frenzy, im proud to say we managed to whip a crock of very tasty long beans mixed with cabbage and chicken fried rice:) even mr lim praised it. hehe.

The long day finally ended with some feedbacks from mr lim. We were all fatigue. Reminded me of how it is suppose to feel like being an odacian.

My labour day today has been rather draggy.

Rock and style was great;

cant wait for ghost whisperer tonight:)

2009-04-29T03:47:00.000-07:00

Every one has been born with his brain blank

he could work with his brain the way he likes

but music activates the dou side in us as it draws lines and tracks for our mind and body to work on

to make it closer to your brain imagine like u were free to move any where in the 360 degree of space

but when u listen to music u can only see the lines and tracks that music drew for u

so every action u do is less performance and we feel that we need to listen to more music to have more lines to walk in

even we had all the 360 degree for us from the start

Finally received the confimation letter for my piano exam. The letter is so intimidating man, with all its draconian code of rules and regulations. It sounded worst than taking A's! Not like things aren't bad enough already, they informed me of a REVISED diploma syllabus. like wth only at this eleventh hour i've come to know! program notes: previously 300 words, now 400-700 words. duration for playing: 32-38 minutes! Before, it was 30 min! omg. what if i cant reach the timing! Dont tell me i have to play britten??!!!! I have only exactly a month left. STRESSSSSSSSSSSS. Im have to devote my time to piano man. GRANT ME SOME MOTIVATION!

Tomorrow's gonna be a long day. AGAIN.

school. sports carnival. and ODAC. sadly, this year's sports carnival aint as exciting as last year's cuz there's no cheerleading competition. Most of all, im not taking part in the cheerleading performance. oh well. sacrifices made for other priorities. after that, ODAC's gotta do some field-cooking for dinner! Interestingly, my group wanna cook a fish! Im definitely not gonna lay my hands on the scales ad slime! eeeewwwww. Im sure we'll somehow whip out a scrumptious meal:) i mean we've got housedad--ZX. haha.

cant wait for American idol tonight! MATT GIROUD:):)

2009-04-25T20:20:00.000-07:00

i woke up with a strain on my arms. dang, muscle ache from playing basketball with taihuat and co. on friday. the sun was scorching that we had to take turns to cool under the shade. and! i had minor sunburnt just from like less than an hour of playing? but it was fun. basketball reminded me of those carefree pae days. if only that kind of life could prolong.

knn yesterday was good. thanks to keith and marcus. i wonder if our session would be as smooth theirs. 2 more weeks!

omg. yes. im filled with with a sudden sense of achievement cuz i just found program notes for my bach and mozart piece! wheeeeee. shall show miss low later. :):) muahahaha. terence i found it on the net!

next tues is sis's birthday!!

shit. i dread birthdays...what to get man! and do i have the time?

mondays are long days cuz of afternoon pe and of course mr phang!

actually i could probably swing over to town later?

nahh i would probably be too lazy unless daddy agrees to give me a lift;)

im embracing this week cuz there's like sports carnival (which most people dreads) and of couse a holiday on fri right...yea i think so.

ok. better prepare myself for torture at 2!

tad!

2009-04-22T01:29:00.000-07:00

i know this is kinda late but

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STACEY, MINGHUI AND SIAWHUI!

not all on the same day but same week though.

i wonder how my birthday would be like...

someone mentioned hanging banners at the front of the school. sounds kinda crazy!

i wanna have this MEGA celebration cum get together, dancing cum pool partay ZOMG.

ok. nvm i shall get back to reality and save some money! i mean after what happened on sat at supperclub .im fraught with guilt man.

but it was fun luh:)

the best part was that when pauvri asked: can we have the menu?

waiter: sorry mamm' but we dont have a menu.

all of us: stunned

pauvri: then how are we gonna order the food?

waiter: oh now worries, everything is a surprise.

and of couse the bill was a huge surprise too.

and the birthday girl

in the UNISEX toilet?

and that was fantastic saturday night out.

yesterday was free cone day!

i got 2 scoops man! and just so you know i queued once only:)

the ice-cream was mediocre. not as fantastic as the queue made it look like. but i still like ice-cream.

after that went shopping with chermms.

bought this awesome sling bag from F21!

yeah! american idol tonight.

something to look forward to.

thanks God they saved matt.

he must be the last one standing man.

ok no.

he or adam.

and ive got this unprecedented obsession towards the killers!

2009-04-17T04:20:00.000-07:00

TGIF!

we're bury our fears in the drinks, in these tears
For the days we believed we could fly

2009-04-14T02:01:00.000-07:00

omg. i just came up with a brilliant regime to grow taller!

-skip at least 3 sets of 80 a day
-a cup of milk a day?

anymore ideas?

i shared with bala today and he kept dashing my hopes by telling me i can forget it cuz girls stop growing at 18. well..i still got a few months to go! besides im kinda of a late bloomer:)

optimism's the way to go!

come on just about 5cm. or 4 or 2. whatever. anything but my present height and shorter of course. :)

ta!

2009-04-12T00:27:00.000-07:00

its quite sad to be feeling this way on easter.
im also tired of saying how troubled i am.

my frens say i rant a lot. maybe i'll feel better? probably thats why im here again.

was just thinking maybe the problem lies with my attitude.
i know that i need to do something about my life..but somehow i just brush it aside and nothing's done, my life as stagnant as it is.

INERTIA?

miss low's repeating herself perpetually;
listen to your playing! she says.

perhaps i understand why im not improving at all even after the 2 months hiatus.

-when im playing, im thinking about eating, studies, or going out?
-when im studying, im rapping along with timberland.

and then i wonder why after 4 hours, i still breakdown?

perhaps another factor would be a paucity of perseverance.
no wonder im never an achiever-anything would be mediocre.
i flinch when the going gets tough,
i quit when im tired.
i can hardly even be determined to finish reading a book a primary 5 could finish in a day.

they say everyone has a hidden talent.
what's mine, i dare to wonder.

i hate feeling this way.
but someday these problems will have to be addressed.
and i take it upon this reflection.

2009-04-11T20:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

2009-04-10T23:55:00.000-07:00

2009-04-08T03:47:00.000-07:00

my throat feels so weirdly sore.

and guess what, i survived today's pe. cuz apparently mr lim allowed angela and i to set how we want our pe to be like:) so we had 2 rounds, 20 dips, 2 rounds, krunches and pushups. then we still had like 10 min left. since our classes were like complaining alr, we reduced to one last cool down round.

odac today was kinda waste time. except playing frisbee with juniors:)

im supposed to be practising piano now...but ahhh i cant seem to improve. i totally lack motivation. wonder what miss low will say this sunday. piano is supposed to be something i enjoy. doesnt seem the case for me now. i just wanna get over the friggin exam and move on. i shouldnt have taken diploma. should have known its for pple like terence. ordinary pianists like me should just remain at grade 8. oh wells. i really admire terence man. he's like so brilliant in everything.

boohoo, shall go eat now.

2009-04-07T07:39:00.000-07:00

im down with this flu bug and sored throat...
bleah. was sniffing non-stop during tuition just now.

just did a test: which jc are you from...
and im from pj??? zomg.
but anw the comments were kinda accurate. guess what...angela's from the same jc as me!!!!! losers unite man. haha.

should i skip school tmr? but then again...i have to do make-up pe unless i present mc? sigh. i think the system's kinda dumb. i mean if pple are genuinely ill but dont wanna see the doctor...why must they do a make-up? not that i dislike pe. but its just kinda waste time sometimes. but anw shall see it as a way to lose weight! :)

arghhhhhhh.
i miss kaiser chiefs concert! :(

2009-04-06T02:51:00.001-07:00

2009-04-06T01:50:00.001-07:00

yesterday was family day!
i had great fun! maybe cuz i love funfairs-all the messy and hype atmosphere. but it was kinda sad we didnt manage to dunk gandu:/ been waiting since the start of the day luh. and now shall disclose that we wanted to dunk you too-joyce ho. haha. but anw, ms rahman got dunk'd! haha. it was damm funny they got the national bballer to aim the ball at the lever.

was running about the whole day, hanging out with diff people. first with aida, then steph, family, then chermms, shan and jerm! the last part was the best maybe cuz i was with some crazy pple esp chermms! everytime we hang out tgt we just do rubbish luh seriously. we sat on the pirate ship...and kachiowed jasmin lee. zomg. she's a real joker. or maybe its just us...that i think her classmates think we're mad. we were doing st nicks kemama on the viking!

then later we went into the haunted house. luckily the girl allowed us in cuz she kept emphasizing that they wanna close alr. it wasnt really scary but we just screamed for the fun of it. be4 we went in, chermms and i were talking rubbish like how when the pple scared us, we would box them and tell them we were in a bad mood. haha!!!!! inside there was this girl clad in sn uni and instead of being frightened by her, we totally changed the subject and said "omg ur from stnicks! we're from stnicks too!" lol. so much for scaring. then later there was this half naked guy. and we were like...eeewwwww your naked! lol.

we wanted to play the bungee basketball game or whatever it was called but they closed alr:/ so chermms still had 10 bucks left! and she spent it on treating me and herself of course. then we went crazy again. there was this stall selling hashbrown. it was in an oven. so we pointed at the oven and asked the girl how much was the fish tank. hahaha. the girl didnt really get us i guess but anyhow we were just being lame and dumb. and then we also disturbed nicole phoon by pointing at an icebox and asking how much did that television set cost. ok i dont think you guys will understand but only my sn frens will cuz of this hilarious advertisment on muttons.

so after that i left ajc with chermms on 162. we were cackling the entire way on the bus again that i nearly missed my stop.

knocked out when i went home. went for an early dinner at ivins, reached home, bathed and slept :)

2009-04-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since i last wrote a constructive post. so shall write one now...for all my faithful readers:) hehe.

lets see .... the last thing memorable on my mind was shan's birthday.

it was then i realised one of the best things that happened to me is my secondary school friends. they're like no other. so we finally met up....like finally after donkey years. they met up to catch confessions of a shopaholic first while i met them after church for dinner. the min i saw liyin, i just started laughing so hard and kachiowing jazzape..reliving those days. and we hugged each other. i wanted to hug jazzape too but she tried me by telling me she was finally taller than me - she wore heels! ok so ly and i continued our perpetual, self-entertaining kachiow. as we headed towards timbre, we were screaming and laughing like we own the world.

timbre was good; the ambience. little too pricey though. love it especially since they've got a LIVE band! zomg. ideal place for my birthday party:) so the performer sang 'won't go home without you'...'im yours'...etc. then after a while she asked if anyone wanted to perform. immediately ly and i had a common brainwave: to sabo ape. and indeed we did. muahahaha. initially ape was unwilling but after everyone's support, she gave in. and i knew she would. she was a great spot man! after much contemplation on what to sing (she doesnt know many songs haha), she decided on 'always be my baby'. chermms, jerm and i were in front screaming and supporting her luh. shall upload the video when i receive it. :) i prompted ape a st nicks kemama but luckily chermms controlled me or i would have gone wild. haha. we settled on 3 pizzas. i sneakily took 2 sips of sex on the beach with the waiter patrolling around. camwhored all the way, watched chiam ah gao.

i was thinking of performing at timbre tgt with chermms, ape and liyin after A's. but we realised we're some small peanuts so we have to start off as waitresses first then slowly suck up to the boss and get recommended to perform! perfect plan! but we always nvr execute them. i mean look at our band jacket and all the things we always talked about when olvls ends. but after alvls is it man. we'll do it! haha!

so that was sat.
cant really recall any significant events throughout the week.

and i just have another worry. i've just come to realise that i may not get an A for gp. all along i had that 'sure can' mentality. maybe that was for olvls. now's the A's. not even getting a decent C now. omg. i seriously need to do something! there's this new girl in our class. a supposed j3? gp's the reason she's back here. i cant think about myself repeating j2? it would be hell. everytime at paranoia moments like these i always get momentarily stressed and stress more on the subject. but after a while, with so many thousand and one things to juggle with, i realise i have neglected that subject again! its a friggin vicious cycle and it happens to piano too!

ahh wad a twist in my post. started off so nostalgic and cathartic and ending up stressed all over again.

but anw wad miss rahman mentioned today during civics make me feel i should be a lot more thankful for wad i have. all these are just physical fatigue, unlike emotional fatigue like the boy's. i'll pray for him:)

lets burn our dreams into the skyline

2009-03-27T02:28:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO ATTEND KAISER CHEIFS CONCERT!!!!

2009-03-04T06:53:00.000-08:00

DEAD TIRED.
thank god i've completed napfa. like completed it for LIFE. didnt get my coveted perfect score, but well i did my best. so close, yet so far.

happy birthday vienna! ate at newyork today with st nicks friends. crazy people haha i love them.
ahh ok. heck gp. im gonna sleep.

2009-02-13T21:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VDAY EVERYONE!

yesterday was Friday the 13th.

but it was bloody awesome day..ok to be more specific. it was a bloody awesome night!

had college cip. nothing unusual except for some strange residence and that we had to lug so many newspapers from one place to another and waited nearly an hour or so for the truck to pick up the newspapers.

initially mr lim wanted to meet us after cip but later decided to call it off since everyone ended at different locations. phew.

so later headed for dental appointment. ahem. lol. and went out with pig, aida, waldron. bought this gorgeous set of earrings:) steph and bala joined us while aida left us later. so we headed for dinner at my exclusive place.

the food was awesome man. (told you guys. i noe, i rock:)) hehe.

aiya. stupid walls hand blocking. anw. this is a glimpse of the food we had at the start...

and after 10 min.

seriously. eating with this gang is damm scary. we gobble everything so fast. but i mean...its expected given the greatness of the food. haha.

this mango salad was also friggin awesome.

so sinful.

we left the place around 745 and headed for the playground nearby. bala needed to leave at 8 but we didnt care. haha.

playground photos not up yet bt anyway we were all like so high there..i was screaming on the swing and stupid bala said i was a replica of regan in exorcist. !!!! wad a thing to say on black friday in the middle of some deserted clover park. haha. and just in case the residence might complain of the noise, we were shouting other sec schools like peichai..yada.

so after that, bala really had to leave, (we left at 8.30) haha. and he was like friggin anxious cuz the man was alr in his house? quite funny to see an anxious bala. so we headed home...

nevertheless, the night was awesome.
well, i guess, a toast to friendship day:)

2009-02-12T04:51:00.000-08:00

whoohoo. thank god tomorrow is friday! and there are no lessons cuz we're having college cip! yea. prior to my previous post, odac has been really stressful lately that i think i aged a lot more. haha. oh wells first 2 days of orientation were kinda screwed...not as fun as what we went through last year. im glad next wed's the last session. finally. its really hard organising such stuff.

shit. i haven gotten anything for v.day!!! im so screwed. ended cip at 5 today...then dropped by j8 hoping to get some stuff. an hour later, chermms called and was desperately pleading for me to go to town with her. but nah....was too tired. anw, in the end, she forced me to wait for her while she made her way down to j8. we combed the centre and ended up with nothing!! arghh.

anw. im kinda excited for tmr. cuz im taking classmates out to my exclusive place for dinner. enjoy be4 the week knocks in again.

2009-02-06T07:35:00.000-08:00

ODAC'S driving me nuts!

2009-01-25T05:37:00.000-08:00

im feeling so satisfied. finally cleared my study of all the million yrs of junk and wiped my shelves. phew. tough job. i just realised what a junk-keeper i am. my shelf's like practically empty now. at least now, i have more space to contain the files for the upcoming year:)

had a really early reunion dinner. left the house at about 4.50. then my aunt text my dad: its 5pm sharp. where are you? lol. ok. so im really glad the family was finally complete. 12 people. i know my dad and grandparents have been waiting for this moment for years:) although they were really quiet, their presence, nevertheless was appreciated. the food was okay. not fantastic but yeah. thats besides the point. after that they came over except them. they watched ip-man. again. yesterday church frens came over and watched the same too.

im glad im taking a hiatus from piano for a month.

feb to may are gonna be the busiest months of other commitments. ahh. i guess im not taking 3 star assessment. hope i dont change my mind again. i really cant afford to practice kayaking often...moreover, given my standard..i need to be really consistent. and i cant skip keep skipping knn..i mean if there's odac..i have no choice.

backtrack a little. i just asked my dad this afternoon after piano randomly how i should celebrate my 18th birthday. (hint hint i want a big celebration). and he just told me in my face: no need to celebrate...celebrate when your 21 years old luh.
zzzz. spoiler.

anw, ill think about it. haha. maybe my all-time dream of this mega party, with like hoardes of people dancing to the music like some disco partay and maybe just all my frens coming together, might just come true.

and thats why they call me clubber.

anw. my birthday still has 5 months to go.

tmr's cny.
few years back, i will be visiting people during cny for a couple of days.
but this year's different, i suppose. besides grandparents and usual relatives, i think my cny will be kinda free. in fact i think i'll be going out on chu er with my frens, chilling?

alright gonna bathe now, catch some tv and sleep:)

happy lunar new year everyone.
nights.

2009-01-15T06:21:00.000-08:00

aida's birthday outing today was fun...though steph and i went ard shopping while they were lunching at swensens. there's so many things i wanna get luh.

-pouch
-backpack
-heels / shoes
-vest!

omg.

today i found my desired hairband at pull and bear. it was overpriced though...i admit. but i think its hard to find? so yea. just got it. wanted a pair of flats from there too. unfortunately, it had faults. and they didnt wanna give me a discount....so forget it.

after that, met family too get my sim card. im alright with my mom alr.
apparently my nice sis told her how i felt? but i dont think things are solved yet. oh wells.

tmr's gonna be a long day.....
better sleep early:)

2009-01-14T05:30:00.000-08:00

im sooooo sian now.

it seems like im always losing the things i love most.
lets see...
i lost my favourite wallet last year.
and this morning, my handphone. i just bought it luh! like late dec. i rmb showing off to everyone. the gesture control feature and illuminated lights...everyone kept saying i was so ego haha.

so i was msging in the car and left it on my lap. when i reached aj, i alighted, probably totally oblivious that i dropped my phone. sigh. and i was totally down the whole day. i kept thinking it was all just an illusion..that i would definitely get it back. oh well. i guess im not always that lucky:/

im so pissed with my mom.
why cant she be more sensitive to my feelings? like she knows how much i liked the phone too and when i lose it, wont I be more sad? and if i knew, why would i wanna do that? so wad's the point in harping on that matter? then she starts blabbering some nonsense like why do i have to sms? no wonder phone bill always so high? im always so eager to reply others and not her? WTH. then she starts scolding me for every other thing like how im so dependent on her?!!!!

im so tired luh.
i still have to do some freaking make-up pe??? not like i dont like to exercise but its like wasting time just cuz i didnt wear the right pe shorts???? like why is the whole world so unreasonable???

ahhhhh i hate to feel this way.
and ODAC's such a drag recently.
im so tired.
angry.
sad.
----------

i think i just have to remain contactless for the time-being.

2009-01-09T20:01:00.000-08:00

yeah finally weekend again. but not like there's anything much to look foward to cuz school starts on mon! oh ya just rmb the sec4s '08 are getting back their olvl results on mon! haha feel like dropping by sn to kpo a little.

open house was super tiring yesterday. dunno why im feeling this way cuz angela, joyce and i werent assigned any roles cuz we havent finished our homework. we were so crazy luh....designing cheers (ok i designed it;lol) for odac to draw people's attention to our cca. i think pple thought we were nuts cuz apparently, we were near the pe dept, above the gym, looking down at the gym and singing into it. but aj's like totally ulu.
anw, after all the bimboness, we had to clear our beautiful stall and attend mr lim's supposed debrief which would end shortly. apparently, he took until 6.30pm??? omg. and he extended cca hours by an hour on wed! like omg. nevertheless, i know his a nice teacher. just a tad too strict.

ok. school's gonna start. my blog's gonna be more dead than usual. yea. accept that.

2009-01-06T05:41:00.000-08:00

im still alive,
but im barely breathing.
cuz when the heart breaks,
no; it dont break even.

2009-01-04T20:55:00.001-08:00

wheee off to chalet in a while:)
screw all my homework, esp GP.

2009-01-01T22:30:00.000-08:00

today's alr the 2nd JANUARY 2009.

im suffering from muscle aches all over! esp on my arms. cuz of kayaking for 3 consecutive days! had the best sleep since last week cuz of all the christmas partying, countdown, kayaking etc. 3 *'s like really hard. just realised how much practice and need should i wanna take the assessment. anw, this sun's the last day of the course. phew!

havent blogged in a while. so i shall post ALL the pics since christmas parties :)

started with maple clique gathering at clarke quay on 22nd dec

see kayness, the lighting make the pic so blurrr...

the meeting was kinda short haha cuz me and ape were late by 2 hours! ...but yea cuz of that we had such a long talk about each other's lives. it was then i realised how long we hadnt actually really got tgt. so much catching up to do!!

christmas eve at waldron's house:

about less than 1/2 the class:/

and the food..

pig and i sucked at poker man. haha. was the 2nd to be bankrupt. ahaha.

then after that, pig and i shared cab. she went home while i headed for midnight mass. i love the choir man! they totally rock! haha. cant believe i gave up after one session in choir. after mass we went ard wishing one another merry christmas. christmas spirit was totally in the air..so heart-warming:) after that we walked to ben byrne's house to party but i left in the cab with some at 4.30 am cuz was feeling tired.

and the best party on christmas!!

odac christmas party at joyce khoo's.

her house's like so big man! five stories. zomg. there was soooo much food haha! me and gandu were desperately asking pple to eat that we had to resort to serving those engrossed in the tv and dota-ing -.- but anyway, the food was great. haha. rongjie brought like 5litres curry. hahahaha! i freaked out when i saw the gargantuan portion!! there was like instant campbell, almond desert, a pretty log cake generously sponsored by santa soon, sparkling wine, gingerbread men from i dunno who, fried rice/porridge all left behind. haha! ok there's actually more but nvm. then we played indian poker and the loser had to eat food in order to get rid of the excess. haha! then weesiong brought his roast chicken, verna her chocolate fondue for the game. it was damm funn cuz weesiong sounded so pathetic" i damm sad luh....nobody wanna eat my roast chicken. dont wanna waste my money so i eat lor" hahahaha! omg. then joyce ho as one of the losers, had to drink this bowl of chocolate. ahaaaa! so funny cuz chocolate fondue's supposed to be like savoured and yet joyce had to drink it with such disdain. lol! then the skit put up by ZX and WS were so entertaining i swear. maybe cuz the theme was based on gandu. haha! then after that we had a small celebration for preethi's and minghan's birthday haha! and it was minghan's cake. lol! and so i couldnt stayover cuz was going out the next day. left at about 11 plus. looking foward to another mega party next yr wheeeee!!!!!

went out with cc on 26th! ok. ly and ape were missing as usual:/ had lunch at p.s. and watched australia! it was long but nice. this i have to agree with gandu for once.

then the last christmas party on 27th at caspar's!

the food was superb esp the mashed potato. i had a good screaming time with alex who kept cheating thoughout our card game. cheaterbug man. he pulled my hair and while we were in this cat fight where i lost my image, my earring went missing. it was super mysterious cuz one side just went missing. then after like an hour, i found it back on my ears!! i reckoned someone was playing a trick on me and that it was matthew wong! but he looked so convincing when he said it was not him. so the mysterious person's not out yet.

anw, went home kinda early cuz my parents were bugging for me to return home by ?? like omg. cuz my dad's furious with me for returning so late recently. anw. i noe they mean well so im not angry anymore. haha.

of couse cuz its the new year and i shant hold grudges. so its 2009 alr. Alvl year. im prepared for the worst year of my life in terms of stress lvl. but i noe it'll be over soon and i will be partying in no time again! so much i can do when im 18. M18. official clubbing~

All the best to everyone. We'll tide through the economic crisis and whatever ups and downs in life.

till then, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

2008-12-23T22:40:00.001-08:00

2008-12-23T22:32:00.000-08:00

just realised i haven blogged for quite a while. but not like this posts' gonna be long. too lazy.

christmas in about 10 hours! wheeee so exciting. going waldron aw's house later.

feast feast FEAST.

2008-12-11T00:35:00.000-08:00

im feeling horrible, physically.

my head and neck are like hot and my feet's cold. im having goosepimples too. ahhh =(

quoted from joyce khoo,'LIFE SUCKS!'

lol

i cant even go out with odacians. bleah. and i missed chomp chomp yesterday!

my urine's sooo hot that ou could probably take a warm bath in it. haha sounds gross.

but i still managed to go for the mango sale this morning! i burnt my mom's pocket. but i mean its christmas right...haha.

anw i really cant wait for the christmas parties man!

im shivering now.

2008-12-07T03:23:00.000-08:00

my dear sis is still sick! :/ today's already the 5th day, also the day of her confirmation. im just glad she made it although we had to leave shortly after she was being confirmed by the archbishop.

youth conference's over and it was a blast! i love praise and worships! they leave me feeling so high and crazy. wheeee~
oh ya and it was the first time that i actually saw pple taken over by the holy spirit. it was damm scary. at first, i heard a thud in front...and i realised it was jervis who got knocked out. i wasnt that affected as it was normal for jervis. haha. then slowly the sec 2 girls in front got knocked out one by one then pple behind also. like omg. for a moment i thought it was some act. but i realised it was mostly the younger youths.
i was afraid i would be knocked out too...like wad if i suffered some concussion. haha. ok i sound dumb but anw later matt told me that it would be really peaceful when the holy spirit enters into you. haha. so i shall be more prepared next time:)

i joined a physics tuition last night. the teacher was brilliant. seemed like another phillip chua. haha. but the class was like totally dead. zzz i was the only one laughing when he cracked jokes. the tuition made me feel so lagged for tutorials! shit.

my moms crazy. she wanted to go macau after christmas.. like omg. how about saving up for the financial crisis?? haha. ok. not like i practise what i preach but my mom should certainly take that into consideration. though i wouldn mind if she really wanted! relax a few more days be4 j2 life starts.

ok i gotta go out for esprit sale now. hehe

2008-11-29T19:03:00.000-08:00

ahhh im feeling so sian now.
i think im pmsing ):

2008-11-28T20:22:00.000-08:00

yesterday was gen's birthday...and i finallyyy....like really finally gotta meet stacey, zoe, vienna and gen! the shrunk-en punkeroonies. haha. i miss em tons and we had great time catching up with each other.

ate at suki sushi.

28 plates and it was 2811!

best girlfriends

ahh ok enough i gotta go to the loo now.

2008-11-26T23:10:00.000-08:00

im back!!!!

home sweet home. (:

woke up at like 12...cuz i came back at like 1 this morning. the flight was delayed by 4 hours! omg. but luckily it wasnt cancelled. ok i rather come back home.

this trip was very much a shopping trip. dumb right...shopping in koh samui? sigh. it was like raining everyday! except for yesterday when we were retuning. haha. its like some curse? lol. ok whatever. i couldnt even visit the islands! so sad luh. so much for learning diving.

speaking of that! i got stung by some hydroids on my diving course in pulau hantu...and my leg and hands and arms and fingers began having rashes! damm itchy luh. and i scratched so much that it was so red it looked like some disease i contracted. poor me:/ then a shopkeeper saw my leg like that and asked me wad happened. i told him and said'i know...very ugly right?' he was like...'naw naw...its style'

haha ok. nice attempt at trying not to hurt me.

anyway, i think/hope its recovering well.

the doctor was like...'this could be ard for months..depending on ur skin.'

i was like omg! cant imagine not being able to wear skirt and shorts for months!!!!

and then throughout the trip, my bro was ill too. poor boy. didnt enjoy much.

on sun, i saw a few singaporeans in our hotel too. and i recognized them. one was this guy from aj too! yi smth. shit i forgot his name again! then the others were sn girls. haha. what a small world.

maybe it was a blessing in disguise that it rained? cuz if it didnt, i would have gone out to sea and probably get stung again! and i could just amputate my legs. haha. also, i wouldnt be able to buy all the rubbish.

oh well. and i missed pig's birthday!

it sounded real crazy.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PIG!

here's a little smth from me.

haha. sorry i had to do that. lol.

2008-11-16T06:00:00.001-08:00

i just realised i've been missing quite a few odac sessions lately. and i will be missing next week's rock-climbing too! omg. everyone's gonna call me a slacker again.

this week's like packed! lets see. tmr..going pasir ris to cycle? tues..scuba diving. wed-meeting for preparation of youth conference.. thurs and fri scuba diving again! theory test on thurs! 80% to pass??? like totally omg luh.

and sat im flying whoooo. oh man im gonna miss pig's bdae:/

i dunno what's the world coming to??
my parents bought my bro a PS3? when like just recently he got his psp?? omg. i want my new handphone! present ones like dying luh:/

ok im like lazy to type. besides nothing really interesting at this point of time.

no wait. my life's always interesting.

lol. k bye.

2008-11-10T23:04:00.001-08:00

2008-11-10T03:54:00.000-08:00

the last 4 hours were spent on the com.
and so will be the next 2.

arghhh there so many sections in the scuba diving cd. and gossip girl's taking forever to load!!!!! apparently there's nothing to do but blog but im so not in the mood?

so bye.

im swimming against the tide
and im praying for a lifeline
cuz im losing you.

2008-11-08T20:01:00.005-08:00

2008-11-08T20:01:00.003-08:00

feeling

2008-11-08T20:01:00.001-08:00

2008-11-08T20:00:00.000-08:00

sian

2008-11-08T19:59:00.000-08:00

2008-11-05T23:59:00.000-08:00

now this place seems familiar to him;
she pulled on his hand with a devilish grin.

2008-11-03T04:17:00.000-08:00

omg. in less than 15 hours,
NO MORE PW!

2008-11-02T06:16:00.000-08:00

2008-11-02T05:22:00.000-08:00

i've been thinking about this lately:
Is love a decision, like what brother jovita said... or is it a feeling?

despite his explanation, im still more inclined to believe its the latter. ok. maybe i can reason why he said love's a decision. its probably the kind of definition you would like to give to couples already married and maybe...considering breaking up? so its like telling them to DECIDE to love their other half...

does that mean love's a feeling for those embarking on this complicated journey?

he also mentioned that commitment was attached to love.i guess the high divorce rates can be attributed to this word, that many are unable to live up to.

sigh. i should stop thinking so much.
felt a little sick this morning. and i think im recovering now.
op on tues and finally pw...is OVER!

somehow or rather, i still feel gloomy.

2008-10-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

i didnt get my afternoon sleep today cuz of op practice in school. but anw, today was fun! i thought it would be like some boring op practice session whereby i'll be struggling to keep awake (though i did experience that in the 2nd session; after lunch)...maybe its cuz we ordered macs in? thanks ms rahman:) haha. its been quite a while since i ate macs..couldnt stop popping the fries into my mouth!

omg. i cant wait for buffet next wed! ahhhh. op would finallyyyy be over and we'll be celebrating, as always.

lets see what i have after op:
-buffet
-quantum of solace
-weihao's house!
-outings and more outings
-shopping and more shopping!
-scuba diving
-cruise?
-holiday
-christmas
-class chalet
omg, school again!

shit. i dont want to face the reality yet. i wish i could just end education here. but then again, i dont wanna leave school. sigh.. so contradicting.
nvm. shant think so much. tmr's halloween! pot luck at night. feasting again wheee.

2008-10-28T07:28:00.001-07:00

just did some cool stuff like...learning how to play everytime and watching gossip girl!

pw--op today was as usual rather frustrating. looking at our progress, i should be happy to settle for a B grade.:/ cant wait for it to be over. 1 more week.

today was the last day to sign up for the scuba diving course thing. and so i did. no actually, more like the final day for the submission of forms. luckily mr lim kok wee sort of extended it to tmr?

yea. so after that just went home for lunch, took a bath, and slept for a good 2 hours:) not a very interesting day, but i sure enjoyed myself.

oh ya. let me boast about my little bro. he, topped the cohort in english, and overall. i wonder if we're from the same blood. anw, im proud of him.

2008-10-27T06:40:00.000-07:00

omg. wad happened to the resolution of the 2nd pic?

hmm...jervis' phone.

2008-10-27T06:22:00.000-07:00

its slowly, insidiously dying away;
am such a disappointment.

2008-10-23T08:06:00.000-07:00

man im so tired from op stuff.

ok. at least things arent as uncertain as it was before.
im not going for end of year kayaking expedition.

shall be random.
the weather rocks! now.

ahhh need to sleep; continue tmr.

2008-10-21T07:30:00.000-07:00

YEAH! thanks anne for the preettyyyy pics:)

2008-10-19T04:43:00.000-07:00

im shagged from sea ex today. the weather was great though:) thank you Lord.
minghan was a great partner..apart from him being ultra neurotic about jellyfish. haha. so ironic. we were the Mings. haha.

well, it was fun piroting other kayaks but was really missing home as usual, especially in the night. was telling i think ..joyce how i ALWAYS missed home during camps like these and the feeling of solace sucked. anyway, now that im home, i wished i was back with the odacians.

zzzz...thought i could return home to seek sympathy from my family after that friggin unlucky incident with that unreasonable bitch. then the 1st thing my mom said was: where you go arh? why you always nvr tell us one? you dont even care right...wanna leave just leave right? and my mood was ruined. i noe she cares. but ..aiya dunno maybe im just too tired to understand.

and just only, she scolded us..(more like emphasizing me) how we were so useless and such lazy pigs who dont lift a finger to help in the housework. just because i left some of my expedition stuff lying ard..i mean i will clear them later right? cant i take some rest first after all that kayaking and aches and sunburn and weariness? i cant even think about wr now.

go ahead. file the lawsuit. i have no fear.

2008-10-16T01:50:00.000-07:00

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn't be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there's no point in grieving
Doesn't matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I'm leaving

2008-10-16T00:02:00.001-07:00

today's the best day in the week, so far. i can FINALLY slack at home. :D

pw last night was..nuts. was kinda pissed but nvm.

urghhhhh....why cant the bloody gossip girl load!!

yea. was telling angela how i cant wait for this weekend's expedition. quite rare for me to feel this way..cuz maybe this time i think its not gonna be so hard and tiring cuz minghan's my partner! wheeeee. i can just imagine myself slacking while he paddles me. haha! i hope nothing gets screwed. i mean even if it does...we cant be totally blamed right? given that its our first time..

i think mr chin thinks we're a damm lazy, love-to-take-the-easy-way-out-lot. haha. just rmb how joyce and gandu were briefing us on the expedition and mr chin was kinda exasperated cuz he thinks we're not prepared? and after that i think just when he wanted to talk to us, joyce and gandu had a happy birthday slide on the ppwerpoint. haha! and we just sang the birthday song and claimed it was eating cake time. haha. blatantly ignoring mr chin's presence.

im still yet to give louisa an answer whether am going for overseas expedition. i think im really irresponsible for making her wait so long. but aiya it seems like a lot of pple arent going?

maybe i should just go?

could tell from the look of mr chin that he was really disappointed after looking at the pathetic numbers going for expedition. sigh. hate making decisions or rather, i hate being given choices. but then again, i think i'll complain even more when not even being presented with any. im such a confused person. haha.

ok. shall go take a shower now.

2008-10-15T06:37:00.001-07:00

WR's taking a toll on me!

2008-10-13T08:02:00.000-07:00

accumulated fatigue.

2008-10-12T06:50:00.000-07:00

-five² isabel rough and ready says:
we have pt
-five² isabel rough and ready says:
lol
-five² ANGELA says:
what!!
-five² ANGELA says:
i wanna cry already lahh i haven recover from sea ex ytd!
-five² ANGELA says:
*scream!* ive break from 915 to 230!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-five² ANGELA says:
this is my punishment for not doing well last year lah!
-five² isabel rough and ready says:
hahahaahahahahahahahahhahahaahahahahahahahahahah
-five² ANGELA says:
must wait so long..
-five² ANGELA says:
sigh
-five² ANGELA says:
i should just volunteer my service at aj library to arrange books or sth

hahaahah! poor angela.

anyway, today was super busy. im like....friggin exhausted now. helped out in church canteen today....it was kinda fun. luckily i didnt succumb to my temptations of wanting to sleep!

ok my brain's dead from doing rams.better turn in.

2008-10-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

farewell assembly today was ok...the videos by the teachers were interesting and it was nice to see the effort put in for our seniors.

so had odac training again and it was kinda slack but i like it the way it was. liyang was so nice to set an easier training:D then after that, we played basketball! it was fun! but somehow, i prefer playing with my classmates.

and! finally matt met again! haha. dined at s11. haha. ok kinda contradicts.

0108 at ecp!

omg. the weather's sooooooo hot!
ok i dont think so. i think its probably just my body temperature...from exercising and all. maybe i shall forget about swimming tmr. stop generating muscles! ahhhh. shall go breakfast with family! =D

2008-10-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

today was results day.
i didnt do that well...meaning i could have done better but well i guess i should be satisfied i can promote?
im so worried for those who are in the danger zone of retaining..such an uncertain and distressing period.
i'll pray for them.

2008-10-07T06:07:00.000-07:00

today was such a fun day!
we only had one lesson-econs. actually it wasnt a lesson but the returning of econs paper. didnt do too well, but it was expected. overall, C. yeah! 01 rocks man. most of the top scorers came from our class. so proud man. haha. daniel hue muz be damm proud of us. :D

and so we had free period from like 745 all the way to 1145. haha. 4 hours. most of the people in the class were playing sports! played badminton, tennis and basketball! my toes are like sore now cuz i didnt wear track shoes and was prancing up and down. haha. steph kept asking why i was so energetic. so fun luh. love sports. and so i finally gotta play tennis. after like months of planning to play but never in the end. haha. waldron said i was quite good! haha. but actually i dont think so..the ball was flying everywhere. lol. i mean not bad for a beginner right? haha.basketball was damm fun as usual. i sweat like so much...eeewwww haha.

so after school, we went to eat at novena. we settled at the lee nam kee hainanese chicken rice or whatever its called. can tell bala loved it. haha. i ate prawn noodle. it wasnt as nice as i expected from the last time i ate. but anyway, still not bad. oh ya. the chicken rice aunty was damm nice to us:) so after that, we hung ard at velocity for a while, chatted (more like gossiped) at donut factory until we decided to go to siying's house. ok...below her house cuz she claimed that her house was too messy.so we played daidi...PIG and majong! omg. PIG was damm funny and i mean the game. haha! siying levelled up really quickly cuz she kept answering bala. haha! she even claimed she needed to get making tape to tape her mouth. but ultimately, waldron aw was the PIG. haha! we made him hug the security guard as his forfeit. haha! damm funny sia...esp when you see his helpless mug again. then after that hilarious game, we decided to change to majong cuz we all felt too threatened by the forfeit. haha. lucky siying--lvl 4 alr.

so....the aunties thought me majong. so surprising all of them knew the game relatively well. i was the only girl who was a noob. haha anw, it was reeally fun and we played till 6 plus then left.

post-promos life totally rocks man. my posts now's a stark contrast to the ones before promos.

there's odac training tmr. oh no, the beginning of mutation. haha. i share the same sentiments as angela luh. muz suck up to the land chief more often.

we'l probably be getting back maths paper tmr. or maybe just the answers are bad enough. im betting on maths man, one of my better papers. hmm..hope i'll do well.

2008-10-06T06:00:00.000-07:00

phew. luckily it was saved in euhao's thumbdrive.

yea! tmr can play sports! i just get so high at the thought of playing basketball! its damm fun! :D

tmr, matt's promos starts. all the best matt! you can do it!

some of the photos at class outing..

look at the poor prawn. haha! -our new drink:D

still waiting for the photos from zhanglu at east coast.

2008-10-06T04:55:00.000-07:00

OMG.
our wr file's not saved!

2008-10-05T02:35:00.000-07:00

i pray for patience.

anyhow, its the last lap of pw. we're getting there. our road to A:)

so piano resumed today. luckily miss low didnt blow her top at me today. my mozart piece REALLY sucks. somehow, i feel like nothing can be done and it'll be better if i just changed the piece. my hands feel so tired from practising, though i practise less than 2 hours. i still feel damm stupid to have missed the registration!! well, my attitude's always been laddat, procrastinating.

life's kinda boring now. everyone's studying! :/ nvm. i'll have my hubby to keep me company. new moon too!

alright shall go take a bath now.

2008-10-03T07:46:00.000-07:00

today will be a day to remember.

Nothing's quite the same now

I just say your name now

2008-09-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

i wished today wouldnt end.
had a great time with steph and siying:D

haha. luckily i didnt pon school man....cuz unlike mon..we did fruitful pw. tough mon was definitely fun luh. we watched exorcist and bourne whilst rahman was away! haha. slackers.

ok. so about today, our grp managed to finish (more or less), our pw powerpoint slides in 2 hours! we rock. haha. but sian. tmr meeting again for rehearsal. oh well. but i guess nth's worst than studying.

so later, me, sy and steph zoomed to cine to catch a movie. ok. actually cant use the word zoom at the pace siying was walking. haha! ok. we intended to catch my best fren's girl. i mean since sam and kit can sneak in...why cant we right? so anw, we were at the 1st lvl looking at all the movie timings and hatching a plan on how to sneak in. so we decided to get another movie ticket which was about the same timing as my best fren's girl, then sneak in. haha. but we needed to noe wad lvl was that show in...and what other movies were screened on the same lvl. haha. so me and siying asked : erm, excuse me, what lvl is my best fren's girl on?
she was like : 6.
siying (trying to divert attention): oh...so isabel, which movie you wanna watch?
me:hmmm...ok what lvl is house bunny?
woman:9
siying:huh...
me:how about connected?
woman:6
HAHA!!!!!!
omg. so we got tix for connected and i was laughing my whole way and totally gave it away. siying was like...isabel, what's wrong with you! you've been laughing the whole day. haha! like i think the woman knew what we were up to...but just pretended. haha!

so later we had lunch at gelare and went back to catch 'connected'. haha. we were a little late for connected but that's precisely the whole point. then we saw my best fren's girl and when i wanted to sneak in..some green woman came and asked us what we were watching! :/ we were like...oh oh. haha. wrong movie. lol! she even ushered us in? ok so we sat in for connected while continuing to hatch plans. haha. surprisingly, connected was really nice:D so after a while, i told sy i would go out to check if the coast was clear. and if it wasnt, i would just pretend to buy a drink. haha. and after discussing so much, i told sy to go. LOL! haha. so she went. then after a while, she called and was like: isabel, cannot cannot. got 3 pple patrolling! haha! so she had to pretend: eh, so what drink you want? haha. and i was like: i dont want. then she was like: aiyo! dont want then you ask me come out for what. haha! damm funny. me and steph were cackling inside. siying, why didnt you just knock them out. haha! imagine if we just did that and end up in jail to catch...MY BEST FREN'S GIRL. haha!
luckily connected was nice. louis khoo was hot. haha. that's besides the point. the whole clas will just laugh like mad when they hear of our loser-fied story. haha! oh well, have to admit.

so later met matt!! haha. chatted with him for a while downstairs until sam and kit came. then we left for dinner.

yea. i finally reconciled with mom. haha. and we discussed, i dont think am going for overseas ex....sigh. im in such a dilemma now sia. ODAC or family? haha.

alright. someone's chasing me to type faster. so gtg.

2008-09-27T22:26:00.000-07:00

sian....i've been stuck with physics quiz since 10am....im gonna scream soon. ok. actually i should be able to finish in 2 hours...i mean its just mcq. but oh well cant concentrate. haha. as usual. and the questions are NOT easy luh.

still having a cold war with mom.
sigh. dont wanna talk about it.

well, at least im glad promo are finallyyyyy overrrr. wheeeeeee!!! seeing pple like matt and mao feeling so sian over their upcoming promos make me thankful that mine's over.

lets see.
i screwed--PHYSICS, CHEM. ECONS.
chem was a serious disappointment. i didnt manage my time properly again....as usual. its really a waste. not that i dont noe my work. haha. and physics...i finished the paper 1 hour earlier. i couldnt do a lot luh. dont even noe how to read the graphs. econs. dont even talk about it. i felt really insecure about my ans, esp when i look at the marks allocated.

so everyone was feeling disappointed after physics but we still feasted at sakura. :D 12/25 turned up. but the company was great.
i ate so MUCH. omg. my stomach was like bloated until dinner. haha. and it was ape's birthday! supposed to meet up but in the end it was cancelled! zzzzz...
anw, happy belated birthday ape! i so miss kachiowing you and alber law. haha! alber alber. lol.

then sat, we were supposed to go sentosa with odac. but...yea. haha. the 5 of us went out. actually i came later when joyce ho left. we had nth to do cuz stupid gandu didnt wanna shop??? gandu's damm bad luh. depriving me of shopping. so me, angela and gandu (after verna left) sat down at toast box to gossip while gandu ate her tea-break. haha, eating as always. gandu and angela had a lottttttt to tell luh. i always wonder how come they know so much...while im still like...in my own world? haha.

so later i head off for church. matt asked me to go gym with them at night. at first, it was set, but plans changed later. we just went home after dinner.
had to return home early...didnt wanna aggravate mom. :/ nearly watched my best fren's girl luh.

I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes
As we're sparkling and twirling in the twilight
And in case you were wondering,
you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as stars chase you away
I'd collapse to the grass, with your notes ringing in my head
Let the rain fill my mouth,
and in a couple hours
I'll be dead
But all the while my lips are whistling our tune
But the beauty lies in how you will revive me soon

back to damm physics.

2008-09-20T19:46:00.000-07:00

ahhhh....gp paper tmr. im having butterflies in my stomach. i must do well! well, i've always wanted to do well in gp.

didnt have a good sleep last night.was suffering from the post-matt syndrome. dunno what's wrong with me. its as if he have this effect on me and every time after meeting him, i cant concentrate.

there's so many things weighing heavily on my mind. hopefully, it'll all be over soon.

Lord, Bless my week.

2008-09-17T21:13:00.000-07:00

there's some fashion party at topshop tonight again! i dont think im going..:/ i mean i cant be distracted right? anyhow, i still think im dropping by with kayness. haha.

yea! i studied econs and chem this morning:D then i was just dying to get away from studies. that's why am here.

im glad i pon school yesterday. it certainly proved to be more fruitful. according to sy, it was a waste of time. oh well.

this song melts my heart.

here we are, in the best years of our lives.
with no way of knowing,
when the wheel stop spinning
cause we don't know where we're going
and here we are, on the best day of our lives.
And it's a go,
lets make it last,
so cheers you all to that,
cause this moment's never comin back.

I've got your picture in my wallet,
and your phone number to call it,
and I miss you more,
whenever I think about you,
I've got your mixed tape in my walkman,
been so long since we've been talking
and in a few more days,
we'll both hook up,
forever
and
ever.

2008-09-14T02:00:00.000-07:00

8 MORE DAYS TO PROMOS!
ok. let me be more optimistic.
12 more days to the end!!!!

im so sick of studying. it seems like i've studied a lot but there's still so much more! sigh. ok. at least i should be thankful ajc's promos are ending in sept. matt's officially starts in oct. like omg. i'll be partying alr! besides the fact there's still pw.

should i just pon school on wed? like its quite useless right.. gp? pw? econs tutorial. i think i will be much more productive at home. hmm see how.

so had dinner with matt at subway yesterday. initially we were with the rest at kfc but i didnt wanna eat there so yea:D and my sis spotted me in tp! lol. haha. matt was saying"scarly ur mom waiting outside" haha.

was supposed to go for the lantern festival with odac but i ditched gandu. haha. she was happily stuck with minghan and weiliang. bet she secretly likes it.

im going f1!
im damm lucky cuz zhengxiang's got tickets.
haha. i start to wonder again why im always entitled to such privileges. haha. i'll just make others drooooool. lol. my dad's gonna be like : why you always got these kind of things one arh?
haha. oh. they're grandstand tixs, facing marina bay. ok. enough of flaunting....with the cars zooming blow our seats. HAHA. im so irritating. ;D

yeah! mom says we'll be going to australia again! cant wait to see the great barrier reef! i wish i could live there and just forget about studies. maybe we'll be spending christmas there. sounds like fun but... i think i'll miss out on some things in singapore. :/

alright. for now, promos first.

2008-09-09T06:21:00.000-07:00

damm im so pissed with my life.
i hate pw! i hate studies! and i hate the fact that we have only 24 hours a day with so much of things to complete, leaving us devoid of a LIFE! arghhhhh.

went for SHINE JESUS SHINE with church mates yesterday. was talking to angie and i realised she was gonna leave for canada to study. sigh. nobody wanna take A'lvls. im so envious of her. matt and i had to return home immediately after the rally cuz we had school. couldnt join the rest.

im glad i attended the youth rally though. praying really gave me peace of mind.

YEAH! love you chermms! thanks to her i've got more songs to hear. love music man.

shit. still got so much to cover for promos! maybe i'll just die.

2008-09-03T21:25:00.000-07:00

I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

2008-09-03T20:59:00.000-07:00

ape carrying the vase from the buffet table!

2008-08-29T08:04:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just feel like dropping piano. its such a sucker! cant believe i just said that. if only i could play like terence. or if only i had 1/2 of terence's intelligence and gift. lol. sigh. seems like everything he does is a success. and for me. its just so hard. i have been playing my mozart piece for i think..nearly a yr? and it still sucks luh. i dunno why...its just damm hard for me to play fast and loud. somehow, i just cant relax my fingers. i totally lack the motivation to practise luh..

on a brighter note. the holidays are FINALLY here.

so teachers' day celebration in aj today was kinda fun? i enjoyed the great performance:D

so later...ODAC gathered tgt...with the j1s wearing our sec school uni. i felt weird in the pinafore. its felt more airy than usual. haha. nevertheless...still much better than the present one. so vincent bought 3 cakes...for the teachers. they were nice! and i ate quite a lot...lol. then after that we did an odac banja. lol. whatever its spelt. and before that! haha. i think it was zhengxiang that opened the pinyata. haha. we were like such losers luh. just after like 2 secs of opening it...we realised we dirtied the place, so we had to pick up the streamers. lol! after that we took photos and left for sn.

I SO MISS ST NICKS! i noe i'v said this like umpteen times but seriously had there been a SNJC, i will definitely be there.

it was great to see CC, TMC, 4 CHARITIANS AND other schoolmates. i think we're the best damm badge luh. like we're so on...so many pple came back in the pinafore.

THE LEGEND OF THE RED BADGES.

haha. i still love our cohort:D

i was especially glad to see ape, ly, shaolin, chermms, and enid. totally miss em luh. i was like laughing so much...and of course! we sang our classic, authentic class cheer again in the canteen, embarrassing ourselves as usual. awwwww i bet all the teachers miss us luh. haha. i mean? we rock. haha.

we looked for brenda tan and then took pic with that rihanna's umbrella song pose. lol. she was like: is it the way i walk? haha! christina tan did it with us too! omg. haha. then we started telling sherwood about that 'just take' incident on total defence day last yr. HAHA! liyin was like..."can u scream at jasape again?...it brings us ultimate joy". haha! omg. i was laughing like mad...about to roll on the floor and prabs was giving me those eyes of disbelief. haha!

then later we saw geraint wong and we just said hi. haha.
but later we came out with this devious plan for him. haha! we took the vase of flowers on the buffet table and wanted to give him. but we couldnt find him luh! ape was looking like some thief...carrying the vase all ard. haha! so later...we met mr gan and tried our plan on him first. when he thought we really bought for him, he was like...quite happy until ly was like: by the way you have to return it. haha! and he was like talking in his usual way again"girls arh...cannot do this you noe." haha! oh wells. mr gan. then we met sherwood on the way again. and executed the plan on her. she was definitely smarter. "you girls arh...when i saw ur carrying the flowers, i knew you were up to something...some things nvr change."

so after the fruitless search for gwong, wendy lee told us he went out of the school. so we left the vase on his table with a note. haha.

ahhh...i want the pics we took now luh. apparently no one with the photos are online?? nvm. shall post next time.

ok. this weekend's gonna be exciting! boys like girls concert! i cant wait.

2008-08-25T06:16:00.001-07:00

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH ANGELAAAAAAAAA!!

haha.

there's too many pple's birthday recently. like...last week was joyce ho's, pavi and shiling? today's angelaa's? wed is kerby's? haha.

AHHHHH! im so glad i came to school today! cuz if i hadnt...i would have missed the chance of getting boys like girls tickets from binghong and weihan! cuz we were like celebrating angela's birthday outside audi and i saw the nike race pple carrying their goody bag..so i randomly asked binghong if he's got tickets...and he was like: you want arh? then i was a little shocked. so i was like...:u have? are you serious? haha. then he was like: do i look like im jokin?

omg! i was like screaming away and was totally high during lectures and everything. whoohoo!
thanks BINGHONG, WEIHAN AND MITCH! :D u just made me damm high!

we only had two lectures today. then later left for learning journey...which was kinda boring. i was like gonna sleep all the time.

yeah. this fri's teachers' day. not that im excited about the celebration but more like returning to sn to see mua frens! miss them loads man. we're gonna wear pinafore! cant wait!

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go
Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you

2008-08-23T21:21:00.000-07:00

oh yeah! so happy just completed one paragraph of gp essay.
>>There are more merits than drawbacks in having a global culture.Do you agree?

I think i should be putting in more effort for my GP essay. cuz my gp really sucks, and if i dont, im afraid i'll regret again. but sometimes its just so hard i cant be bothered. and lately i think i've been critically influenced by slacker waldron aw. like i've not been taking my assignments seriously. sigh. ok. maybe its just gp. i hope.

i think im very easily happy by small acheivements which is sometimes a bad thing. like the gp essay for example. i think i need to push myself more. . especially when the promotional exams are impending.

so yesterday was by far the most relaxing saturday i had. at least i was able to do part of a tutorial which assuages my guilt a little. met matt, then we attended mass. we talked mostly, except certain instances. tsktsk. haha. but i guess even if he wasnt ard, i wouldnt be paying great attention either? oh wells, im not a good catholic. so later, had dinner with mao, matt and this other guy called leonard. ahaha. he's a funny guy who keeps laughing at every other thing. and he laughs like a hyena. lol. i made a smart guess he was a yr younger than us. dunno how i made that guess too but it was just that feeling i had.

later i went home and caught a little of olympics. oh it ends tonight! haha. i need to be more updated. i got pissed with math. i mean like i couldnt do most of the sums....how encouraging. ok. probably cuz i wasnt really paying attention. my mind seemed rather preoccupied by things happening.

i hope today would be better though i always dread sundays. cuz of piano lessons! which starts in 1.5 hrs!! shall go practise now.

2008-08-22T21:11:00.001-07:00

WHEEEEE im so happy! finally, a sat without odac. yeah!:D:D im like damm high now. love sat morns... was supposed to go swim today but...it poured last night so the water would be freezing...so nvm.

and im so happy i completed alkenes tutorial and read applications of integration. more reasons for me to go out later!
ok. maybe i shouldn think of going out so often. i mean promos are coming! omg. the thought of that makes me sick man. im like really looking foward to after promos. ok like who isnt.

this yr has been totally hectic luh. i just need a break-a long one. haha.

ok enough about studies.

I WANNA GO FOR BOYS LIKE GIRLS CONCERT!
sian luh. i was trying so hard to win the tickets but the line was busy all the time. nvm. maybe i'll just go for nike race, where they'll be performing and maybe stick myself in? haha.

this week has been like some sports week. maybe cuz of olympics? it started off on thurs during our free period be4 pe. we planned to play badminton. haha. yeah it was really fun:) im not so good at it though. hanxu's reflexes were damm fast, it scares me sia haha. and on that night..i think i was like high on sports, i msged waldron to play bb next day. lol. but yesterday, my arms hurt like mad luh. cuz of badminton. dunno why.. i could barely lift my arms to tie my hair. oh wells. so we played bb during break and after school. it was really fun:D looking foward to more games next week. touch rugby? ahaha. i dont even noe how to play. maybe soccer? i think i'll just malu myself esp in front of that ego waldron aw..oh well but who cares.

so the olympics end today...right? yea i think so. hope everything continues to turn out well until the very end. im sure it will:D

2008-08-17T02:22:00.000-07:00

:/ just got scolded by miss low today.

'you play as if ur playing this for the first time! i dont know what's wrong with you today. this britten is the worst you ever played.'

sigh. luckily my preludes werent that bad.

nvm. i'll work harder.

had sea-ex yesterday and i certainly had a great time laughing.
actually before, i was really nervous about sea-ex cuz during the course, i totally sucked luh. couldn even kayak straight. luckily things werent that bad yesterday.

17 km.

it started off alright until it started raining. the sea was really choppy. then kerby capsized and lost his specs. poor thing lol.

in the mangrove me and gandu were like so hysterical whenever we got near the buttress roots. it looked so dark like a dungeon luh. worst still, there may be crocs!

omg and we saw either the head / the skin of a dead monitor lizard. i saw smth from far. luckily wasnt near it. kerby was like: its a crocodile lizard. haha! like what kinda name is that. and the worst thing was that i told others the same. haha! until someone said 'monitor lizard luh what crocodile lizard'. haha! kerby's friggin funny.

he was sleeping while kayaking back luh. everyone was like damm tired, except for me and gandu. my back hurt a lot though. and luckily louisa and the guide decided for us to take the short cut back by passing the protected waters of chek jawar, if not...i think we would only be back by sundown.

panghian was damm funny too. haha! we-gandu, me and joyce ho made him take pics with us by posing bimbotically haha! and surprisingly he did it without much complaints other than incessantly calling us 'siao zar bos' haha! good boy. lol.

then on the bus, me and joyce were kachiowing siaw hui and panghian all the way too. the entire bus was like sleeping...except for us four. actually they wanted to catch some sleep too. haha! but who cares. arghhh the videos with gandu. i dont think i can get them anytime soon cuz apparently gandu doesnt noe how to upload them from her phone. lol.. she's gonna kill me if she sees me exposing her.

then on the way back home with kerby, joyce and gandu, joyce wanted kerby to call her form teacher's wife so that they could plan tgt for mr mob's surprise party.

>>hello may i speak to mrs mob?
>who's that?
>>erm...im kerby

!! omg. like kerby's friggin blur! haha!!!!!!!! he just ruined joyce's plans by telling his name and worst still laughing away and leaving the other person on the line clueless. haha! and he hung up.

then joyce forced him to call back again to carry out plan 2.

>>hello, may i speak to mrs mob?
>erm who's that?
>>im kerby.
>who's that?
>how do you noe this number?
>>erm, her name appeared in my database.
>what do yo work as?
>>erm. im a sales marketting director.

HAHAAHHAAHAHAH!
omg kerby's such a joker. the convo was so crappy. then as usual he didnt noe what to say and he passed the phone to joyce and then she hung up.
haha! then me and gandu had to alight at our stop to go home.

oh well i wonder what odac would be like w/o these pple.

k enough off blogging. shall go chiong all my homwork now!

2008-08-17T01:30:00.000-07:00

KAYAKING PHOTOS:D

ODAC! after sea-ex.lol.look at pang hian!

why so serious?
joyce khoo and I

and again.

looking pro eh. lol

dunno why is this pic so small.

yeah! finally uploaded.

2008-08-08T06:58:00.000-07:00

>>and more photos!
pple watching olympics in canteen!
national day!
at hip diner

2008-08-08T06:25:00.000-07:00

alright. so today's connect singapore was kinda screwed. it was like everyone was tuning in to 91.3fm counting down.. we were supposed to recite the national pledge and like in the end no one did? ok. dont noe wad happened though.

sigh. another day gone.
i dont know why but im like feeling so freaking hell stressed. its like there's so much to do, so little time. pw, PIANO! , studies, family, friends, odac. ok. at least i should be thankful sl's over. one down. Is life made to be so stressful? im still thinking if i made the wrong decision to enter jc. my life's probably heading the wrong direction but anyhow i trust i will somehow find my way.

this f***ing computer keeps dying on me. arGHHHHH!

i should actually turn to integration before me but i guess i have tmr and maybe mon to complete? and before i know it, i guess my weekend will just zoom pass again.

well, looking on the bright side...tmr's national day! my mom asked me to go for breakfast with them. thankfully i could say yes. :D its been ages since i went out for breakfast with my family. cuz of odac and everything. oh well but i dont regret it. then at night..me, the joyces, gandu are probably gonna catch fireworks at marina bay. it was supposed to be an odac outing but unfortunately the rest didnt seem that keen. nevertheless, the company would be adequate we know. lol. omg im feeling like a total bitch.

yea. cant wait to see dacia, angela and germ tmr!

k better start turn to integration now.

2008-07-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold
Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

2008-06-28T21:04:00.000-07:00

damm my mom just pissed me off.

like shes so unreasonable luh...scolding my bro halfway..and suddenly started scolding me?! whatever luh. ruined my sun again!

sucks. my 1st post-revival had to start on such a bad note.

sigh whatever.

watched incredible hulk yesterday. and it rocked man! i cant believe i am agreeing with gandu that edward HOT!:D i love action movies. get smart was a great show too! super funny luh.

after that, i shopped ard with my mom at vivo then went church.

haha. im an RC-relaxed catholic. not a thing to be proud of though:/

i felt heated throughout mass. probably cuzz of sun in the morning while i was swimming.

after mass, went for dinner and met up with 4 charitians:D im real glad ape and ly made it. miss em so much luh. they're like so busy with canoeing...its been ages since we seen each other. haha. though the 'class gathering' consisted of like 11 pple..(like less than a third of the class)...it was great seeing those who came.

FOUR CHARITY'S THE BEST CLASS EVER MAN:D

photos haven been uploaded yet.

then after that, went to pool with mao and matt. great seeing them too :D

jc's taking up my life man. its only when i have holidays that i realised the other half of my life. lol. oh wells.

TOPSHOP SUMMER PARTY!
THE LOSERS!
me and chermms:D
lol.
1/3 odacians
aunty siying lol, me and sutanto
alright. better go practise piano now.

2008-05-06T03:28:00.000-07:00

i swear im becoming so lazy nowadays. esp when there's no more cheerleading. its as if i lost motivation in studying.

yea tmr we going tekong!

its been such a long time since i lasted posted. omg. since fiesta!
haha. and im typing with such lack of details. ~signs of laziness~

im so happy CHEETAH CHEER WON! we rock! :D

cheetah champion:D

ok. i think i better start econs now. be4 mr hue will silent anger again.lol.